Sunday, November 20, 2016

Being put together by God

 Good Morning guys! Long time no see!! I named this blog ' My Pace' for the very right reason. Indeed updating blog at my very own pace hahahaha. One of the reasons that ' triggered ' me to write this post is because I just attended my seniors graduation ceremony and I'm soo overwhelmed by them 'feeelssssss' right now.

First of all, congratulations to all my seniors who've successfully graduated! Congratulations to my helpful roommate and chinese translator Miss Bear Yoong lmao. 

Also my senior Sandy. 1 of the very few person that I could talk from morning till night HAHA.

Also congratulations to the seniors from very first fine art batch to graduate! 

  Congratulations to you too Alyssa!! Sorry couldn't get any picture with you. I don't know about you guys but I felt so sad for those people that came alone without the parents here while seeing the surrounding filled with proud and happy parents. I know some of you don't really care lol. 

  Anyway, my college is well known for students all looking like a potato and zombies but today suddenly got so many pretty and handsome ppl and Im really just like what!? What happened to all the potatos and zombies!? Where all these rich students come from man. 

 After that, me, jieyin and claire just stood at the corner and chat about our graduation since seeing our senior graduate. Time pass so fast and I'm already a third year student in my college. That means I'll be graduating like next year. 1 year is quite short. 

  Then I thought of after graduation, going off with our separate ways, not seeing those usual faces anymore. It just really hit me right in the face. I get really attached to things, I think I would feel quite sad and not used to everything for months! So I just felt very sad thinking about it lo and decided to write this post.   

  This might be the first time Im writing about the cf/ christian fellowship, the most official club that I joined in my college. haha 

PS: Before attending my senior's graduation in the afternoon, I just came back from a Weekend Away with my college friends from Christian Fellowship~  ( which explains all the picture below XD ) 

  I realized I've been taking so many things for granted thinking that things would last but in reality, it's just a short time. Then I thought of my 'wonderful' times studying in The One Academy. Then I realized the best thing about my college life was being a part of the Christian Fellowship.Those weekly meetings on Wednesday night was tiring yet wonderful, fulfilling and worthwhile.  I just realized that the CF played such an important role in my life, THATS WHY I FEEL SO SAD ABOUT ME GRADUATING! 

  Then I thought about not seeing any of their faces during usual weekly Wednesdays anymore.

planning birthday surprises,

eating cake celebrating birthday together 

 praying for each other

praising and worshiping together 

saying random lame jokes

 The thought of not doing all these usual things together as often anymore....THIS BREAKS MY HEART LOL! ( haha the pic quite ngam, ok shouldn't joke, trying to be sad here ) 

 Now that I realized it, I am just so so grateful and really thank God that He's lead me to joined the Christian Fellowship. My only regret it is that I didn't join it sooner. I'm so grateful to meet all these very dedicated friends that share the same passion and love for God. It has been such a wonderful time!! I really appreciate it!! Not just the faces in this picture, also those seniors that already graduated from cf hahahahaa. 


  My college life would've been super dull and boring. I would've been quite depressed and lonely. thats why THANK GOD FOR CF! Cf is my source of joy too haha. To be honest, I used to really hate my college life. I hate the classes, the surrounding, the environment.

  It's abit embarrassing to say this but I kept looking at my past that I refused to properly embrace my present. People may not see it but that is just really what I feel everyday for the past few months.  Always just complaining, being grumpy and unhappy about everything. Just only the middle of this semester that I'm really able to really think more positive. Im so much happier this semester. Really Thank God for leading me out of that murky place and my best friend Ranesha for slapping me ( not literal ) awake and come to my senses and those people that gave me advises along the way.

   Once again I'm really just so grateful to God for allowing me to see things so differently from how I did for the past few months. There is so much joy, peace, love and happiness everyday . Most of the time 'bad' days don't even get to me as much as it used to be. Everyday is filled with miracles from God! If it's not God then I don't know what is.

( OH for those who knows Amos, you will feel something is different on his face HAHAHA I was just feeling random k...anyway I got his girlfriend's permission lmaoo )

 God has helped me so much! God has been so faithful and merciful to me. I just thank Him for all of these blessings!!! And since God has cleared my heart, so many things began to change for me. I can hear His voice so well and I've never felt so close to Him in such a looonggg time! I feel more hopeful, I look forward to my walk with Him. Thank you for the miracles You bring everyday without fail! 

   Anyway I must really cherish and appreciate my last year in college and my time in christian fellowship. Thank You Jesus for bringing all of us together! Mabel used to tell us enjoy college life while you still can. haha indeed. 
  My college's christian fellowship is actually quite small and is made up of students from totally different backgrounds and majors! Some are seniors and juniors. My college only have 1 graduation ceremony per year sooo as long as your last semester end within that 1 year ( beginning or middle ) all will be pushed to end of the year, ALL OF US ARE GRADUATING TOGETHER!! HAHHAHA OMG!! Oh cool is like sekali gus lehh ...then we all wear those funny robes together hahaha...

  Lastly, after we graduate, I just hope that all of us will be able to gather together at least once a year laa....and that we won't completly lose contact lor... TvT. Actually what I wrote feel so cheesy leh haihz now I'm thinking if I should post anot...abit shy leh hahahaha . 

-pictures all credits to whoever used my camera haha but mostly Spade and jieyin XD 

OK LASTLY FOR REAL....for those students studying in the one academy and are looking for a life or way out.......THE CHRISTIAN FELLOWSHIP IS YOUR 1 STOP SOLUTION! JENG JENG!  >>open every wednesday from 6.00pm-8.30pm